NSL, ( national netball league)

todae wake up at 10am to get ready for NSL. me at home rush like hell cos i wan to finish my stuffs. den .. i told wanyi tt i ll be early as she herslef tinks tt 11am is late. den i reached at 1050. i told her. guess the timin she reach? 1115. total 20 mins lor. wats the meaning of tis?! i told her 10 50 n she set her target as 11. n worst thing. she went down n the bus ran away which means she need to wait. she did not admit tt she's gna come by 1050 n jus like me wait. at least if she tell me i go take my sweet sweet time. she still hav the cheeks to tell me last time she was way too early n now she don wan to be the victim. like tt i can be la? wth.. it not the first time anw. i told her so many time tt i hate to wait. i can admit rgt here im impatient. im tryin hard to kick off the bad habit. but i really made my self clear le lor. den things which i said she expect me to repeat agn. grr..

k tt's abt the mornin incident. patched bac n ate.. reached sku so surprised to see her. of cos scouts too. den erm.. went to toa payoh stadium liao. it's like wth can.. we waited for 2 hrs for the match to strt. the match strt at 3pm. den we set off from sku at 1245. the time we reach is abt 130.. imagine how bored u can be. n abt 2 plus all felt hungry. i cant believe tt they actually went out da bao for seniors but not us. i don mind they not da baoing for seniors at least spare a thought tt we cnt leave the stadium rgt.. poor kayfun was there starvin.. i survived on my sweets. whole lunch was junk food. all tidbits, sweets n stuffs. eeeew. den 1st match was exciting la. vipers VS arrowanas. cool babeh. of cos vipers did not let us down. singapore team leh.. hahas. den watched all the way till 545. n went bac sku. den went JP for dinner n a haircut n tada, im here bloggin away.

tmr gna be a chiongin day for everything's undone. hopefully i finished it. so yup. tt's abt it. byebye~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCE!, buddy

Heavy eyelids.

gosh... im so dead tired lor. anw, not to forget, im goin blog bt LYN JIE!! hahas, saw it now? as ytd im too tired i nv blog till so detailed. so here's for u, i SAW LYN jie n her mei ytd at JP. i did not tag along wif leanne to meet up wif her sis cos me pa pa. hahas. she's not a monster tt will eat me up but then like tt lor. 2 sisters go shoppin den me tag along. =.= den they came JP meet me. hehe ^^ so yup, tt's abt it.

back to topic, im so so so tired. drag my feet to sku todae n had mass run early in the mornin. sian 1/2.. timin not bad, ranking not bad too. run finish feel like vomiting. stomach pain like hell. cant imagin wat will happen to me when my fitness test arrived. den went bac class for geog. sheesh.. im so dead. i dono wad the hell teacher is tokin abt. leanne so pro uds the wb thing. i don even uds la.. im so dead.. gna try to buck up during the weekends if i gt the time. currently im so packed. mid yr's comin, not to forget. nxt, was eng period. kena spotted not sittin in the original place. gd thing though so tt i can shut up during eng. but thing is im hell bored. todae gucci is funny. make me laugh till i drop tears. i kip on yawn yawn yawn during eng lesson lor.. tears kip rolling down. went for yummy recess. den went bac class for mt. ms kang sick! so free period. chit chatted. our class boys really childish lor. wad lost n found. =.= n i big secret i found out. loo uses the oil film. seldom guys use it though. den last 2 period science. paper ok.. not too tough. do-able. hopefully i meet my targets. aft sku get report card. hav not really reached my targets. gna try to catch up le. n to buck up. time to wake up ^^

training was fun n laughable todae. dear senior makes us laugh till we cry. esp keshia. she kip doin the mr bean action. omg.. den suming oso damn funny. she veri sotong. beh tahan her. on skills wise. ive no strength lor.. gna work hard on building muscles. hahas. so yea, trainin fun todae. i don uds y ppl r so dishonest to their own coach. haiyo.. n y do indecisive ppl exists in tis world. btw, warm up was hell man. run till i loss of water in body. hahas. craps. alrgt gna chiong hwks, projects, housechores. gna tahan my eyes big big till i finishes my maths. n damn it, tmr's there's tis netball match goin on from 1230 -630. whole day gone. den erm.. yup, shld be tt's all.

i so HATE todae!

haiis, todae damn sian lor. sports day go there like nv go. nth much oso.. n our class like so... me n leanne were late hahas. mei xiang dao.. =.= the whole sports day so sian lor. so noisy. i tink my ear drums r spoilin. so noisy la.. cheer here drum there. grr... den we like at there picnic.. eat tidbits. hahas. den sian sian sian.. -skips- aft sports day, raining heavily. den joyce sheltered me to bus stop. waited for the bus so damn long. push here squeeze there. 2 ppl goin JP become 6. =.= jio jio jio. wth.. den wanyi went popular.. sherlyn, twins, joyce, me went eat KFC. i left aft i eat. i was pissed off by tt pineapple n her sis. rubbish sista. jus play play nia rgt so serious for wad. nid use so harsh words ar. u tink u gt ur sis as kao shan den veri big ar. there is NTH to be proud of having a sista to help u. cos it shows tt u ve no own way of thinkin. idiotic moron. always finding fault at others how bt u? u r 100% perfect la. childish freako. got guts one on one la. coward. went up looking for wanyi n went buy maple card for joyce. aft tt supposingly joyce is comin up to look for me n her bodyguards followed see them =.= aft tt leanne came look for me!! hahas. den went to buy present for celia. hmm.. aft tt went home do project liao. home not like home. haiis. wat so ever!

so let me guess...

JIAQI IS SO TIRED!

todae was an extreme fun day for me. i high sia. haha. had Home econs first, shit it lor.. i go do my wb den no nid hand in somemore ms trang bluff us she sae todae her last lesson wif us. -.- den mdm rezwanna is bac. im so glad. cos finally here is a strict but funny tcher. she is cute de lor. haha. den practical was way so FUN!! our grp is the best man. cos we veri fast den tcher kip on use ours as demo. hehe. den tis is the veri first nice cookie i made. ^^ den went bac for science. sianz.. do so many self reflection stuff. haiyo.. den ms tan teach veri fast finish so me n joyce volunteered ourself to the home econs room n collect the cookies. den recess was yummy. PW was so dead. we r homeless kids. hahas. can c tt ms soh is stressed. but she did tell us jokes though. haha. den was geog. sian sian sian. lao OW sae i no common sense. insult sia. she leh. bitch. hahas. =p den lalala~ eng was oh-so boring.. n chit chatted.. blahzzz n dismissal.

todaes trainin. miracle tt wanting they all nv come. so wifout them our trainin is much more easy n fun. cos i gt to play wif wanyi. sms-ed her. damn long reply.. smt i wonder, is it on purpose or wad?! my imaginations r running wild. tmr's sports day. hav to wake up even earlier den normal days.. wth.. n go there to dehydrate myself n slacked. sian la.. so, im so NOT lookin forward for tmr. btw, i so LOVE MY SENIORS la.!! all so cute.

todae was a breeze. ms teng said it's time for me to cut my hair. i agree hahas. so had MT first, no inspiration sia.. tok bt computers.. hav to write a letter. den left 1/2 hr me still stucked in first paragraph so chiong all e way. anyhow write liao la.. den ms kang announced our oral. me get 18/30 nia.. so little la.. highest 27/30. me teo yen shen. no surprise yeh.. som ppl get veri high still unhappy.. haiyo.. den eng me was alone. but turned behind n chit chat la. veri fast den recess liao. went up for science. wl.. alot ppl sae got test 2e1 ALL dono lor. den we debate. den ms tan give in n postpone to friday! heehee. waves~ sure die.. aft tt was maths. me kena called alot of times lor. haiyo. ms teng always think tt im dreamin. nvm.. den aft tt bad news, our so called jersey was made into polo tee wif collars. went com lab for last 3 periods. cool baybeh.. distributed the polo tee. alot of ppl bushuang at there whine. den ms teng laugh her ass out. hahas. typically sporeans. in e end, complain lor.

aft sku stayed back n play.. saw_. hahas. meiyin n meizi damn wad lor. xian hai wo. go giv the green tea to my coach sae is i wan to giv one. make me so bo mian zi.. but nvm she thanked me too. =.= played bball till 6.10 liddat den home sweet home. choing ar!! damn her, it;s her fault yet she sae me. wth. go eat shit la. nth big abt the thing u lend me. heck cares. saw the missed call she called me. wonder wats she gna say.. too bad i still in class. n im still waiting for my ans..

DEAD BEAT!!

it strted off wid a cooling mornin. drizzling quite heavy. quite a gd sign as there will be no assembly. first shock in e mornin. youhui actually declared tt she had changed her name to Jacqueline Chua Jia Ling. omg.. i cldnt believed my own ears. not to mention it has a lawyer letter to prove it. well... i guessed i ll try to get used to it.. =/ aft tt eng class, copied all the answers down for lit. den art class. it was so oh-so-borin. im bored to tears. sian sian sian. my mind is as blank as my paper. so well, ended pretty fast. den chiong for recess. nice nice. den hmmm.. was maths? yup, jus some word problems. i have to buck up alr. went off for act 3. same old awkward situation. we have to ACT man. wat mimming.. haiis. i hate acting. it was a breeze so.. went for homeecons. damn it, there's is no practical man. but it doesnt make a difference to me cos i forget to bring my apron. so it's like no surprise. den learn chap 7 n 8.. end of the lesson ms trang say tis wed is the last lesson wid us. it may seems to be a gd thing. so she doesnt teach so well.. went bac for contact. changed some seatings. now tt meiyin is sitting wif yunru tt's means tt's the end of our fun time le. i tink i had had enuff. so it's time for me to get bac on track. shant tok much to meiyin anymore. accept askin her maths stuff. n joy wong head is HUGE! not to mention, gucci's beside me. oh groan...

aft sku wanyi came over my hse n cooked. nice meal though. we were enjoyin ourselves. first time eatin my fren cook de wor. hehe. so aft tt went to lib n finally found a sci fic bk. went home n read till i doze off. it is interestin but did not captured my mind. so zzz for 15mins n came bloggin instead. so yup, ended--

`` i hav no choice but to be the good guy. i don tink u r not bearin for me to leave. nvm, i don care. so where's my ans? i really hope it is a dream come true. god bless me!

MOUNTAINS projects!

todae woke up at 11 am, cld not sleep any longer so went to asked my mum whether she bought the ingredients already.. den i strted cookin le. don wanna waste anymore precious time ma. so aft cooking for 2 attempts. both bowl consists of diff ingredients. in dilema to choose which one. so waited for me sis to come bac. meanwhile i continued wid my coursework which i cld nt finish up last night due to fatigue. aft tt i went to paint my art, den it was time to fetch my sis so i went downstairs.. came up she made her choice. n i wrote wateva necessary coursework left. however i still cld nt finish up my "reasons" part. soon, ard 3+ i got changed n went library to meet up wif joyce for our sci assignment. she was such an eye opener lor. dressed veri nice. hehe. den chiong the whole mindmap out. did not waste anytime. out mindmap was quite un planned. aiya.. heck care liao la.. den went to borrow the science fiction bks. n den went to meet my mum in the complex n strted swimmin.. swam for 1 hr onli. dust came n went home. n i continued wif my remainin of coursework. so now, everythings done! left wif quite a no. of project. so many projects on hand lor.. im dead beat. tis is the ever first busy weekends i ve. n so fast, tmr's sku agn.. i ve so much to concentrate on. every projects counts, so many homeworks incomin. haiis. i really gt to buck up! n not to mention maths test too... )= toodles``

things left,
-ppt (PW)
-ppt (sci)// fri
-questa// wed
- a maths test//??

im still waiting for miracles to happen...

Projects.!

dreads, todae damn shiok. slept till 12pm. too tired le.. den woke up had my lunch n jio-ed twins to e lib wif me. i was pissed off by them n scolded them like hell. stayed in e lib for 2 hrs? completed my mt wb n eng article response le. meanwhile we were hungry so accompanied them to their hse n take money n went to eat jap pancakes. aft tt went popular buy A3 sized paper for questa n searched a an efficient assesment. HOWEVER,,, cant find it. so nvm went to fairprice n shop for some other things. due to time constrain i went home n watch prince who turns into frog. den slacked. im still left wif ppt for PW; i ve totally no idea on it n stucked. coursework can wait cos there's still time. n i ve not make up my mind yet.. den art im gna paint the backgrd.. questa can wait too.. but poster cnt wait. so far, can take my time to do it la.. no nid chiong like hell. alrite,, i gt nth to sae le so till here``

where's my ans?..

ALOHA! =)

im on cloud nine today! firstly, early in the morning, i took 154 to bus mah. den i was busy chit chatting wid Leanne tt i actually forgotten to put my wallet inside my pocket. den i jus board down e bus. how clumsy. till e traffic light den i realized tt my wallet LOST. reported to ms teng n she promised to help me =) so went for assembly. whole day spoilt. mass run i ran all e way perhaps to vent my frustrations. geog was kk. mood was getting beta. den borrow $$ from leanne for recess. she's my atm machine. den went bac for MT. MT was fun lor! ms kang did not teach us anything, in fact she told us her story. tok bt the hotel ghost stories which makes my hair stood. so eerie can! den the sec sku life. so damn funny n disgustin lor. her class actually compared shit! whose shit is the longest lor. when she was sec 3 liddat. how disgustin. i laugh my ass out. ms teng came lookin for me n told me tt the bus found my wallet! woohoo!! den times flies.. so i went for my science lesson. oh great, tablet pc agn.. den our saved files gone lor. or mayb we did not save at all. =.= so yea, ms tan let us do on paper. wheets! cos e pc veri leh chey de lor.. den sku dismissal n i went to eat mr bean n den to interchange to claim my wallet. nice baybehs. den went bac to sku for netball.

netball rocks! todae trained wif C gals. me went berserk wif chermaine. i believed wanting was berserk too. don wish to go into details. but i tink i went overboard on chermaine. i scolded her like hell.. den somemore her family backgrd is ... aft trainin, water fight. meiyin kip on ka jiao me den i buay tahan i open my bottle n pour her. she nv wanted to revenge wan lor den meizi came pouring at me. den i mistaken meiyin so i pour bac at meiyin in e end is meizi. den water fight. walked to interchange wif EX-coach. den asked her things. hesitating la.. due to time constrain she sms-ed me. n e conclusion is she will tink abt it. i hope she wont get stressed over it cos she haiis-ed. but me too leh.. i don wish to remain in B div. i wan to retain. i don mind missing out anni's teachings cos i cant cope. i don mind being separated wif wanting they all. i go cca is not bcos of frens. all i jus wan is my last chance; to play well. all i need is an intensive trainin. n i believed if i train wif juniors only, i will gain my confidence bac. i ll play well. cos i don really get along wif them cos im a yr older. n i noe when i sec 3 things will changed. cos she's leaving.. i really hoped to retain. if can, jus me onli.. i doubt others have think of tis ideas too. so may god bless me! *cross fingers*

Blardy shit!

todae was a blardy day for me. ytd i break down. i cld not take it. so yup, luckily leanne cheered me up plus e tot of wakin up late todae makes me feel happy. had MT first, ok la. jus tt missy leanne got angry. hahas. den paid attetion in class n went for PE. PE was sucky. but at least we did not run canal n played volleyball. but leanne had met wif minor mishaps. ppl threw ball at her wifout apologisin. she kena scratched. as for me, some guys irritated me n im so stucked up wif the project stuffs n meiyin is like so indecisive when playin volleyball. tcher sae 4 ppl dey take 3-3. argh.. den somemore kip on diao me when i bad mood. so i blar everything out on her n threw ball on her specs. tt's me when im so duper upset. so stay away. in e end i apologised. hope she's fine =x. clarified wif wanyi. finally an ans is out. fri hopefully i can get my document. i noe she's busy n me too. i cant possibly for for her to finish her things up den strt on mine rgt. im not so magnanimous. den aft tt was sci. it was uber great. cos we finally was not pissed off by tt damn tablet pc like how we used to. ty to the course ytd. but the trainer is so ti ko la.. hahas. geog was fun. 2 uncles verbally bullied me. hahas. of cos me did not let them off too. den all da way maths is ok. so sku ended wid an assembly tok n i finally get an idea of the questa thing. lucky thing is i need NOT draw. wheets~

training was relax n boring for me todae. i was down graded. watsoeva. ppl who are upgraded was pissed off by one another. me don wanna get involved. so yea, went to eat mr bean n home sweet home. tada``

stressed! =0

wet in e grd so no assembly. den went up class was a din la.. home econs, was sianz.. lucky ms trang let me bring home n ask my ma ma.. so my idea changed le. thanks leanne for ur ideas! den was sci.. tt stupid mindmap. damn leh chey can.. kip on drag here n there. grr! den in e end din manage to finish much.. recess was kk.. went up for PW. so went com lab as usual.. ms soh guided us only.. she was stressed up. she have so much to do. she said tt our ppt is not professional.. so she helped us. left so little words. so far ppt is done. but e thing tt im worryin is the oral script. i dono how to present it. our grp onli have 4 ppl without the joy. forget abt her. den leanne is of cos no prob. wanyi might be unavailable.. she have more things in hand den me.. den adeline i dono how to meet up wif her.. to them my hse sure veri far wan.. haiis. so i tink im staying bac aft sku on mon to do e script. sat will be wif leanne to do e ppt. den i still ve coursework to worry.. questa not to mention. im goin bonkers. i really feel sorry for ms soh.. our class is so incooperative den somemore she's soft spoken. haiis.. she have so much to cope. i tot doin well e report is ok le.. nv did i noe more is comin up. ppt aft tt presentation.. stage fright!! well i shall perservere. jiayou jiaqi!i believed i can do it.. geog was nice. english was okok.. i mus learn to concentrate in class. CT bac. i got 20+/30. phew.. lucky. so yup, till here`` i donwanna waste time. byebye!

sports heats 2! D=

sku in e mornin.. mt first. stories n stories n more stories.. den was eng.. free period. cold war wif meiyin cos she said things tt r like so damn.. den me buay song. said her. den last 15 mins sat beside gg n chatted wif leanne. recess was so ok la.. den went bac for science. had to accomplish a mindmap which i don even noe wad to do! n so leh chay lor e pc.. so yup, it reminded me to go do it lata. somemore hav to pass up by fri! so ma fun la.. den was maths. me was day dreamin suddenly ms teng called me. i shocked la. den mind blank so anyhow ans e qn she asked. so paiseh.. den rest of the sku is sianz. cold war ended now. haiis, wad to sae bt them neh.. it's beta nt to do things tt the don like cos their mouth r really veri &#^@. aft sku went hm n change den suddenly my coach called me. i scared out of my wits sia. n she was duped. no cca todae n she went down to ycss. den me nid to ask jiemin returned her a call. poor jiemin was dead meat. :( poor my coach oso veri poor thing la.. actually ytd wanted to ask her todae got netball anot cos juniors approached me but i tink i tink too much.. so yup, in e end i nv ask her.. i learnt my lesson.

took part in e 4x100m relay. we tot tt team 2 wld be beta.. who noes, came 2e2. haiyo.. den me ran e 4th runner. damn paiseh lor. me got 4th.. i pulled e team down man. but nvm, i tried my best, hope they can understand.. aft tt went mac to eat wif joyce as KFC was too crowded. chatted.. stayed like 45 mins? n den home sweet home..

now don wna use much com. i gt alot of things to do.. like the science mindmap n home econs! grr... so toodles!

oh my mama =x

todae first day of term2. was sian de lor.. early mornin hav to walk a long journey to sku cos the covered walkway was close. sian 1/2.. den had assembly.. sadded news la. ex ycss passed away.. sad though. den erm.. happie though. wasnt caught for fringe.. my fringe was long but ms teng didnt care.. den went bac for eng.. pathetic result i ve got for lit. jus pass a few marks only.. sadded la.. tricky paper! den went for art.. was tempted to tok to farez.. budden, i hav to complete my drawin.. farez was like todae jq veri quiet. hahas. den in e end oso nv finish so requested to bring home color.. den hav recess.. den maths was so so.. feel like sleepin. went through ace learnin stuffs.. den was ACT3. super sian la. wad spacial awareness... den wat trabelio.. watsoeva, i was bored to tears. went bac for HE.. sian sian sian! nv learn anything. :( personally, i don tink ms trang can teach.. super pissed off by wanyi.. was late for contact.. slacked in contact. n tada~ sku dismissal. went for maths remdial for 1/2 hr den went watson wif leanne.. n home sweet home. :) she's online! *im hooked onto gal's stuffs. n finally home on time.

`` u 2 r so damn selfish la.. all u all care is joyce joyce joyce. u al said u weren't free on sunday, in e end, u all went out wif joyce. jus tell me e truth rgt.. there's nth to hide abt. i noe joyce is a beta person den me. u don forget joyce was once mine. u r jus reusing the tissue i thrown away. bullshit. hypocrites lor.. from todae onwards, i not gna trust u all anymore. i given my trust to u all n u all don trust me so wats e pt of me trusting u all rgt? heck care. wifout u, i wont die. i still hav leanne.

todae shiok ar! whole day pigging.. slept till 11pm. finally! den watch huan zhu ge ge.. den played com. aftnoon went to JP shop shop. buy sis de swimming costume. ex like shit lor. $50.90.. alamak.. pok liao la.. den shop here n there. hav to pacify my princess sis as she throw tantrums. wth.. den shop awile reach home at 4pm.. den played com, watch show. n aftnoon nap. tired sia.. wake up go cook dinner n all e way watch show.. half way blggin halfway watch ren ci charity show. tt venerable climbing up e block. i doubt he can make it in time. nvm.. ur efforts did not go down e drain. sianz sia todae.. tomorrow SCHOOL REOPENS LE!! i wan friday to come faster cos i can go Cgals trainin. =x so far, everything done's except questa thing. hav to draw a A3 size poster sia.. n a bk review on sci. sian1/2.. i don like sci la. so sian.. art not completed tmr art lesson serious do. don wan chit chat wif them. me serious wor. so yup. i so not look forward for tmr. byebye..

I seriously nid a rest! =[

so tired lor.. todae wake up early jus to go down n open a personal bank account. my another day of hoping to slp late is gone..haiyo.. e paperwork was long. but nvm, all e effort did not go into waste bcos now i finally can hav my own account which means i no nid live off my mama n papa. hahas. me veri fillial bah.. how cool yeh, hav a atm card. arh! im loving it. hahas. den had a veri full de breakfast. feel like vomiting lor. den went to supermarket n home sweet home. cld not slp liao.. den did all e necessary housechores. now all done. poof! left only my pathetic homework... coursework is gna be done soon jus tt i nid advices from my mum n she not in. hav to wait till night liao. den i lazy to draw my questa thing.. n hav to draw ard e same thing for art too. cos last art lesson i slacked inside. den now hav to serious do le.. den hmm.. ltr my dad wna bring we 3 go out.. i don feel like goin out. cos i seriously hav no more time le. plus im so damn lazy to strt. arh.. really don feel like goin out. BUT.. bo bian lor.. so ya, till here.. im progressin veri slowly.. times really flies so fast one week of hols over le. boo hoo..

WHY CAN'T YOU BOTH THINK FOR OTHERS?! I FINALLY VENTED ALL OUT! =] THANKS LIM MEI YIN & LIM MEI ZI FOR UR "thoughtful" CONCERNS. I APPRECIATED IT VERI MUCH. AIYA, TO U ALL IT'S SUCH A FUNNY MATTER, BUT DON'T WORRY, I WONT melt BCOS OF U 2. THANKS ALOT AR! <333 color="#cc0000"> JOYCE BA! . WAD A STUPID FELLOW I AM.

new skin! done by leanne <3, cool rgt. hahas :X

met wanyi for mac breakfast todae. damn it, i was e early wan. she was not late for a few mins but 15 mins! wad to do leh? i already waited.. aft tt went for trainin. on e way to sku sae SRJC ppl. den we had to carry benches for them to sit. sian 1/2.. had warm-up n stuffs. den match strted. weird match cos we played a total of 10 quarters. diaoz.. me played one or two onli. nice opportunity but i nv make use of it.. me arm no strength, kip on throw to opponents. it's over now, i will repent on my mistake. but i doubt there will be another chance. so end of the day we thrashed them. 46-29. unbelievable. one deepest impression of them is tt GS snatched the ball wid me. damn it la. but veri funny lor. aft trainin went home alone. firstly, im pissed off by wanyi. sleepy or tired ur business la. nid att me huh. u tink ur att veri cool yeh? yup, cool like shit. to tink i spoke nicely to u. wth?! who do u tink u r. wheneva u gd mood u go ard disturb ppl den ppl sae u u bu shuang. u do ppl can, ppl do u cnt. scram la. den when u r not feeling gd u vent ur emotions on others. im not ur venting machine lor. jus one day i slap u den u noe. ever since u joined netball u ve tis bad att. u tink u as cool as our seniors meh? u ve no rgts to show lor. go take a look at e mirror first. dumbass. aft tt i went downstairs to da bao my lunch. n secondly im pissed off by twins. they really like to drag time lor. things tt can be settle within half an hr dey can drag to 2-3 hrs. but i vented my anger n them too. partly bcos of wanyi n their slow-motioness. i damn bu shuang la. dey r so not flexible. so selfish. nv tink tt i ve to go sku everyday at 7am. is tired wan lor. n i ve to go there n meet them to do the things they wan to do wif me. y is it me always to their convenience. like tis, i rather not do wif them. i kindly open my doors for them to come my hse do. i even try to bear wif the sacarstic remarks n den in e end, they nv come. n the reply was like 3pm den giv me. wth? n the stupidest reason is they cant find their iron. oh watsoeva. gd for me too, i can dilly dally my own sweet time.

stayed at home n hav nt strted on my stuffs. but i already clarify wif leanne le. n im so worried bt studies liao.. i recap all the subjects. geog, im so worried bt it. i don understan a single bit of mdm ow's lesson. haiis. i donwanna raise white flag so fast. now im left wif coursework, shld be ok.. den art? try my best. questa, anyhow la.. den like tt lor. so yup, don wanna waste time le. so blog till here``

``argh!! i hurt my fourth finger, pain like shit la! my hands r so disfigured lor.. i tink sooner or lata all will be injured. feel like vomiting now.. ate so much junk.

argh!! total highness!

todae was a sucky day for me. =( i tot i was late for trainin however, the coach is always later. warmup was great. no canals! 8 times up n down court. ok ok.. aft tt we go run slope, the slope tt ascend to hall wan.. 8 times - 5 times? how great.. den was total slack-ness for me le. i realli really hate anni's trainin. i ve no confidence in me in her trainin. help me gain bac yeh? haiis.. aft tt was all court work.. i am really one of the lousy ones. she picked all n left me n some. im so lousy! y does she judge book by its cover? ---slacked--- den was rebound match, i played abit onli. i kept on pass wrong ball.so sad.. den match. den went to jp n hav lunch n went home. reach home zzz. kept on tink tt shld i approach her to ask her whether i can retain anot. fridae is frenly wif serangoon JC.. oh WHO CARES! i can even don go lor. slp for onli 1 hr like tt. was dreaming bt tt retain. argh! i donwan make a mistake. gloomy day for me.. woke up watch tv n strted on PW. found out ans le. but hav to improve la..

god really hav eyes! i was chattin wid suming whether wanna go anot.. but in the end, im goin! bcos, atiqah's not well. but im not realli veri happy la. sure kena ps. cos wt wid bren, jm wid fun. den me alone. haiis. nvm.. don tink so much. can kill time, i happy liao la!! &^^ alrgt, till here``

can u ans tis qn for me?
- i would like to retain as C gals, i wanna brush up on my basics. i don wanna move on, but of cos i ll be attending both sides's trainin. but e ans will be IMPOSSIBLE de.. i ve to face e reality. plus i don even hav courage to ask her.. haiis..

WAHAHA!! XD

another maths day. went to sku quite early.. lucky me nv go side gate cos it's locked. so lil ppl in class. waited n waited, lesson strted on 8.15am, so late. ^^ 2 hrs was a breeze la. cancellation was fun n complicated at times. wore my red shoes n tio caught. =p break time, went to visit netball court. happy to see her =] as predicted they were there. aft tt chiong bac to class. we were late. so paiseh la.. aiyoz. aft tt do a lil of sums n tada dismissal! walked down to netball area. played wid wanyi,lizhen,brenda,wanting,suming. captain ball n netball. fun lar! but my clothes veri irritating. grr.. kip on come up. den veri hot oso , no towel. thx ahting for lending me. den aft they gtg me n wanyi played shootin. but i help take ball cos my shirt damn irritating la. aft tt wanyi go be eg wif coach den me kena train wif my disiciple aka charmaine. i giv her more than 100 passes can. sort of abusing her. cos coach ask me aim at her face. haiis. no choice though. smt she veri wad throw at my stomach. nvm.. beginner. everyone is movin on yet she still at basic step. haiis.. i will try to help as much as i can ba.. aft tt kayfun n jiemin came. n awhile, all off us went off le. me n wanyi went jp wif coach. wanyi on e bus veri wad lor. dono is wan to giv me sit or not so in e end i go behind sit. she happi lor. oh wateva. aft tt separated wif coach le. sian 1/2 saw anni... =[

went to leanne hse for PW. din do much. too exhausted. n no idea too. hols r not like hols. so much tasks to be done. busy hols. tmr there's trainin agn.. sian 1/2~ onli see anni. no sz.. reli veri sian wifout her. don be mistaken, im not a les. i jus feel comfortable upon seeing her though i always nv tok to her. alrgt, my eye lids r heavy. till here`` not doin maths. screwed up in mind.

;; i really tried my best to tok to u. i even walked beside u. but i ve nth to sae.. wad can i do? im reli veri sad.. todae can be counted as e best day eva. everytime on court i dare, off court me bcome mute. wad had happened?! thx for using me todae, at least i wont feel so left out. i believed things wont end tis way. jiayou! i reli wan to thank god for u being my coach! looking forward to nxt fri. seeing u so soon!! but.. i wont blame u for not tokin to me, cos wanyi is there. not saein she obstruct. but.. i noe u feel more comfortable wif her. she's so outspoken. perhaps, i tink too much le. nvm.. things wont end like tis. gambateh!

drained out. =x

woke up wif a sleepy feeling. i was being woke up by a terrible dream, i tot i was late. so washed up n get ready for sku. was kinda late though, reached on e dot. ms teng was yakking. den maths strted. 2 hrs was a breeze through. i tot i wld sit till butt pain but ok. veri fast. luckily todae arent tt dead. did some complicated cancellation n lesson ended. went to jp to eat cheese pan cake. i crave for it. den aft tt decided to do job week wif twins. our job strted. knocked on doors asking for donations. some ppl reli so basket.. grrr... things was goin smoothly over mei zi there. n she claimed tt joyce was her lucky star. 0.0 den energy was drainin fast, n i decided to go home.. "好心没好报"

reached home had a short nap n went down for dinner. tmr is yet another day.. a feeling of wanting go to c trainin. yet, im afraid to face her. i wan to hav a lunch wif her but i scared history might happen agn n mus be da rao-in her.. omg, i am such a coward. T_T forget it, i shall go wif it. project work tmr. mus faster finish as soon as possible. sian 1/2. class tee coming up. mr talented guy (hongchai) showed me e design. lovely! gd job done. pictures below. buying it for e sake of buyin. don wna waste a chance.

Front view:

Back view:

i spent a day ponderin. the end conclusion was, wats done cnt be undone. im pissed off by wanyi ytd. she bored, i acc her to chat. as i was feeling blue, i ended it first. she ask me to cheer up. i replied im strong^^( which is bullshit) ended up she said, physically ba, but emotionally, u sux.! so that's wat a fren wld do when u r feeling blue? or wateva. so i jus silent my phone n went to my la la land.

todae had a sumptous breakfast, carried on wif computeerin n beddin, a whole series of things to do. noon was time to study cum do my hwk. omg, i tried revising geog which is atrocious la. i cant uds a simple thing man.. whole day was day dreamin. IF... den at night my dad brought me out. went to hav a delicious dinner n den to play. came bac home, finish up wid my summary n yep, end of things to do for TODAY only.. kip on tink bt the hols.. terrible one indeed. projects. tmr the beginnin of the horrible hols. to me, it still e same. tmr, maths remedial for 2 hrs! so long la.. sit till my butt pain. tues, maths remedial agn.. n perhaps goin kpo juniors? see how first.. follow up wid project work. wed trainin.. terrible for sure. thurs, tink im free at home doin projetcs. hopefully, by fri, everything done except attendin trainin.. gna be drained by work. alrgt, toodles``

the ulcer gel seep into my gum,
jus so painful,
my eyes nearly drop tears.
jus like how she left me alone.

` y is it tt everytime u online im so satisfied. seeing u online makes my day happi. i hope wad u mean. n i hope i don tink so much bt wad u sae. xd

i went ZI BI todae's movie trip. i dono y?!

yup. zi bi. so suay todae la.. met wanyi, i really hav probs communicatin wif her. den met brenda along. train-ed down to town. im veri suay lor. halfway in e train, i found out im havin _. grr.. den reached at 11.50.. so early can. den walked ard. go toilet. tis n tt. chi0ng like hell cos we tot we wld be late. mei xiang dao, she still haven reach.. den ask her where, reply damn late.. grr.. in e end went up tangs outside wait for her.. can c tt wanyi's excited. duh! me n bren were gossipin bt wanyi's "makeover" la.. hahas. LMAO! den finally she came. walk abt.. ever since she came, i went zi bi. wanyi was wif her all da time. me was my usual self, standing behind, taggin slowly wif bren. did nt breathe a word. i tok NOTHING. NOTHING! treated her lunch cos she paying for our movie tix.. movie was so slow pace.. *yawn* aft tt pei her buy chocs. n stuffs.. din tok at all!! i felt tt ive let tis chance to go a waste.. i doubt there will be e nxt time. but im happy tt at least i chat wif her at least 5 sentence. di siao her abit too. n smsed wif her. she thanked me for lunch. ((: hahas. i shldnt hav went zi bi but i cant control it, the wrds dosent come out. oh my mama.. thank god she dosent mind.. i doesnt play a gd host todae. she said we r too tomboyish lor! how dare her.. she is e kind who wans ppl to approach her. im e kind who wan ppl to approach me. tt ends up e 2 of us not tokin. im jus so shy.. i don dare to walk near her.. aft whole thing went to meet someone n went home.
talkative me when see her go emo. so if u wan me shut up, bring her to me.

suayest thing:
- smth happen in e train
- my ulcer gel splurt out n dirtied my precious bag + hp
- tio stuck in lift for consecutive 2 times!!

things tt i hv not done:
` beddings
` washin of shoes
` coursework
`PW slides n bibilography
` mt summary
` ART!!
*alot hor...

so much for a happy endin..

basically todae was a breeze to me.. my mind was vague. don really hav e sense la. cos im havin a flu mah.. wad a waste lor. den veri excited early in e mornin cos todae gt trainin wif sec 1 la.. hahas. no mass run todae. cos im sick n late for it. den saranya rocks la. she n mrlim so funny.den we do some other simple exercise, veri fun though.. aft tt had geog, completely waste of time. den was mt.. sian 1/2. sci was fast. cos we were handling wif e mindmaps n stuffs. den tada! went to jp to waste time. came bac, whoa~ coach was early. slcked there..

trainin wif chermaine is atrocious la. puke blood. thx wanyi LOADS! aft tt yup. tmr movie wif coach. "so much for a happy ending" actually tot of wif her nia, but haiis, if she don mind i mind wad. i shldnt be so selfish. so yea, whoeva wanna come jus come. hope it is really a "happy" ending to me. hereby declare, i failed to be an IC for tis movie outing cos dey nv reply de lor. grr.. big task. oh wateva. it's time to zzz n get ready for tmr hope my condition do not deteoriate. wish me gd luck!

heh heh! XD

todae was like a oh-so-boring day la.. had home econs first. i totally hate independence learnin la. hav to do ourself for e course work den do wrong kena say. wth.. she doesnt giv us any guidance den wan to work done when we come bac. everything threaten 0 marks. as if we scared liddat... den went for science. PDA agn.. veri cool sia. did 2 experiment n went for recess le. i <3 experiment lor. cos its time consumin. YH cried for wateva lame reasons la. cant be bothered. had recess.. den went bac for PW. ms soh was so infuriated. din dare to get near to her. slacked. some misunderstandin happen. hack care duh. went bac for geog. tt's e diff wif mdm ow teaching n mrs erh. used to ace in mrs erh test but mdm ow wans, i gt 17/25 lor. so low can.. had 3 periods of eng or rather oral presentation n lit test. oral presentation was a breeze. as well as lit test except some i dono hw to do.. other thn tt, went to lib n went home n zzz. my ulcers so pain, so big, so red. now i tok so lou feng. developing 3! grr.. plus i sore throat.. wo de tiann.. tmr fartlek i wan to put in my best effort. 100m hope i can make it.

`i wan the answer fast! suddenly,, don feel like watchin movie sia.. i veri phobic.

TIRED ):

todae im quite irritated by some stuffs la.. so kb de lor. had mother tongue first, so suay hav to do a compo. i no inspiration so in e end cldnt make it to hand up. ms kang gav us chances.. i wrote abt EX-coach n my story la.. of cos i made it more exagerating la.. eng, so damn pissed off. 1/4 of e class wrote but selfishness. wats e point abt debating tis topic n u r still so selfish. fwah la.. im so pissed tt some get to present it tmr agn (including me). it's like not counted already lor. they had sec chance. its really unfair to those who did their script already. GOOD for those tt r not prepared. u all can go home n research agn. so damn unfair la. den im afraid tt _. will do beta den me. _. took other ppl ideas, even e __. wan den still hav another chance. fwah!! its so unfair. _. mus be happy le la gt another chance. enuff of tis. im jus gna freaking care bt it now. sci was -.- WT was like so unhappy tt me n joyce was using e PDA first. but i explained tt i wld lent her. oh wateva. i gt damn low for sci. tis ct really was badly done. maths. hope leanne u does not break ur promise if not im utterly disappointed in u, i trusted u so much n tis is wad u do in return. of wateva. den blah blah..

netball was a whizz todae. i slacked. EX-coach gt sae gd try to me leh! hahas. -.- omg.. im lovin nb more n more but my skills arent improving. thurs = happy! fri = nightmare.. Wanting bdae todae. nth much. cakes here n there. oh wateva cant be bothered

im slacking more n more. i don listen to lesson anymore. i arent as competitve as less yr. i get easily jealous by other ppl studies. omg! wads happening to me.. tmr is lit test? i nv read. i assume tt i can make it. den home econs wb jus anyhow do. oh no! wads happenin la.. don feel like studyin anymore. boohoo... god bless me for tmr. nitez.

~ people r selfish!

cutting everythin short. i beh tahan liao.

todae was a tired day for me cos i did not sleep well ytd due to happiness. hahas. so woke up wif panda eyes. so yea, leanne was so suay early in e mornin la. e damn bus driver did not stop n let her down end up she go till nxt stop. haiyo.. but really admire her. less den 10 mins she reach le. bravo! had eng period first. sianz. slacked. den art was worst. i slacked. nv do anythin, gna catchup tis weekend or hols. den went for recess. den maths. damn sian la. restless =x den was lit. went for drama class. tt lady was an actress. had home econs. whole class rebelled. ms trang beh tahan. i got 42 for home econs. can get higher but i kok eye nv see.. grr... really gt to sae tis ct wasnt a gd wan. i lost alot of marks due to CARELESSNESS! den went for contact. zzz

aft sku oral. one word, dead. i spoke slang lor. twice of BUT. den went to watch jus follow law wid wanyi. last min decision. storyline ok. nearly fell alslp cos e chair too cosy le. aft tt went home n chiong hwk. finally done wif my script. hope it wont bring boredom to them. :) till here`` YAWNS

IM SOSOSOSOSOSO HAPPY LAR!! :))))))

reason being : we are goin to watch a movie tgr. i finally plucked up my courage, shrug off my timidity.


to prevent myself from forgetting, things to do:
1) complete my final report
2)write an oral script
3) accede my mama's request

``till here! :D

*hope it wont be a disappointment.. thurs come faster!

Sh0ppin $pree!

slpt all e way till 10.30 only n went out to meet celia. first stop was vivo city. went dere kai kai la. in all din bought much things. so went off to clarke quay to buy oiishi stuffs. den went bugis. i bought my canvas sling bag.since i stop there so might as well buy it down so nxt time don hav to trouble leanne. tot bugis there got alot of selections la.. but den im wrong.. there's is alot of diff kinds but don hav tt kind i wan de. somemore i wan e medium size. thought brown wld be nice but don hav medium size!! small cost $38.90 while medium cost $39.90. one dollar diff. so in e end i bought the purple wan. it may not be nice to other ppl eyes but i don care la at least it can satisfy my thoughts of ZINC. if i don so choosy abt e world cup wan den perhaps i wont so indecisive ba. but world cup wan outdated le. so im quite happy i bought e purple wan. celia gt e pink wan so nxt time we r gna carry it go out tgr. to speak e truth it has been long since i bought a bag i wan. last stop was somewhere near huayi, we went to eat egg noodles. nice nice. aft tt bubble tea! heehee. long time though. went home do all e daily works, lazy to change my hams de beeding.. tmr perhaps? thougt of doin finish all my hw but im jus so tired. so end up reading comics. hahas. oh no.. ive yet to prepare for my oral both chi n eng.. =[ mus wake up liao me! alright shall end here..

IM SO HAPPY!

results! D:

im getting more n more senile.. i tink i lost $20 at home lor! my mum passed it to me n jus when i was abt to kip it i found it nowhere.. den so sad la.. at least i don hav to pay up cos my mama sae nvm, at home lost one.. sure can come out.. phew.

fridayss!! i love fridays. so yea, had mass run eh.. stomach so pain ar.. i lao le.. den geog was like so so. i nv pay att.. btw mdm ow veri brag lor. n hor, my report i tot she help me edit liao in the end i ve to type it agn... grr.. gna do it lata.. den was eng.. ms vanitha advised us. now lit hav a enrichment. totally a waste of $$. i appreciated ms vanitha's advices. greatful. den went for recess :D went bac for mt. got bac my results. fwah.. i gt 42 man. happy tt i passed, kinda pity tt i lose alot of marks in MCQ! lucky my comprehension pulled me up. but sadly my MCQ pulled me down. i failed my MCQ lor.. den was sci. practical test, so confused eh.. tink my tabulation wrong liao.. nvm lor. aft sku went out makan n went bac for training.

as for training, C gals beta buck up. i not fit to giv u all advices la.. cos i oso veri lau ya.. btw, sz reprimanded us.. but i don tink in terms of each n every1 of us i shld be said la.. cos im not the one who given e wrong info. erm.. den, i admit defeat to HER la.. trainng todae so so. thx rain for showing me wif ur raindrops. i love being in e rain. smt i really do wonder, is it a mistake she had done to put 7 seniors including me to help e C gals? i don even tink i ve e privilege. but i wont be as stupid to confront her la.. but im really worried tt i correct them when they r correct. i beta wake up.

oh my mama,, nxt week busy week la. mon oral.. wah kau, my mt sux. den tues training plus oral (eng), wed free so far. thurs heats. fri is free ba.. i tink so.. cos sec 3 gt oral.

a quote from kay fun's blog.


onli true fren will tel u
wat wrong u done..
or even scold u...
n of cos when u tok back
they will argue back wif u
but after tat they will still let u...

i don feel as a true fren to u, u laugh at me wif e others. so i will not tell u wateva u done wrong. scold u. argue bac u. let u. i simply wont care. continue ur mockings. don blame me for doin tt to u too. but for wateva u do or sae, pls think twice. thanks, i appreciate it. cos one day, u shall bear e consequences, we ll end our sistaship.

Chinese test, oh so dead.

bac from those tests. rather looking 4ward fer todae as it ll be e last ct paper. but hell, todae de chinese test is like so hell dead man. first sect was rather gd.. at least i noe hw to do. den slowly as i do it was so brain crackin. the teresa pasage is like so chim la. i don understand plus those words in e options so difficult lor, i nv learn b4. i tikam tikam. hahs. so far, all e test is ok ok.. not as simple as sec 1 de.. times hav change.

gt bac my maths test too. i surely did not reach my target la.. but to ppl like leanne, it will be a great deal to her but to me, no-no. well, i admit im wishing for too much. but tt is absolutely nth to do wif GREEDY,, mind u. check e dictionary for greedy lor.. n well, i lost alot of marks due to carelessness!! n of cos, those which came out i din revise for it. oh no.. algebra is driving me nuts. nevertheless, can pass, i happy le.

basically todae overview of lessons is ok la.. but maths hit me great. damn algebra.. got to buck up on tt. as wad ms teng saes, 50% of test are algebra.. den aft sku went kai kai.. came bac home wanted to hav a short nap. but forget it.. heard tt my sis(small) failed her eng. there is nth to be surprise about its not tt ive already expected it but i new tis dae wld come. u reap for wat u sow u noe. n all she do is playin com, watchin tv. haiis. wish her all e best. im not gonna help her anymore n i oso do nt hav e time. even if i help her, she wont appreciate it so ya, all e best ya.

ytd i had a foul day. SELFISH-ness n INCONSIDERATE-ness caused it. to tell u truthfully, smt i do ignore leanne tt's bcos i cant stand her. i don wish to correct her, i don wanna be such an KPO. so ya, ignore is e best thing. treat it as nth happen. but i do get bac to her cos ppl do make mistakes. but wat i wan to sae is, smt pls think for others.

- smt bt todae, ppl like ______, pls think for others too. u sad or not happy, don vent it on me. not all ppl r like ur other frens tt can stand u, to tell u, I CANT STAND it k. reflect on urself la. don always tink wateva u do is correct. if u don even noe im writin tis for u, u can jump down from ur block. im not a TOY for u to play n bully. one day, when i erupt, ill make sure u kneel down.